The So-called LIFE

Dear Child,

I am hoping to meet you soon. I already have your name, which I hope you will love, but I still have a lot of preparing to do for your coming.

I have been told of how hard being a mother is- from the time that I will carry you in my womb, to your birth, to your growing up- and that scares me. Once I will have you, I will forever be a mother which is the hardest job of all. I don’t know how hard and complex it would be. From what I have heard and seen, there’d be countless sleepless nights and long and tiring days. Even if, I still want to be your mother.

I will rear you the best that I could so you’d grow up to be a loving, caring, respectful, and happy child. I will never let you feel neglected or alone. I will never let you down. I will give you all the things that I longed to have when I was a child. I will sing to you lullabies. I will make time to read to you bedtime stories. I will teach you how to pray and appreciate life’s simple joys.

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I had a dream yesterday. Hindi ko alam ano ang simula pero hindi ko malimutan ang isang scene. I think it’s the last scene kase bigla ako nagising at nahirapan ng makatulog.

I remember walking with my Mom and Grandfather. Sabi sakin ni Lolo habang naglalakad, ang ganda daw ng shirt at sapatos ko. Napangiti lang ako pagkatapos. Maya-maya, kinausap ako ni Mama,

Mama: “May surprise ako sa’yo”. (At iniabot nya isang sobre. Parang tseke ata yun)
Urico: 45k? Paano yung susunod na Sem?
Mama: Magpadala na lang ako. Yun nga lang, mahirap magpadala sa lugar ko

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Yesterday, I was wondering why I can surf the internet even though our Wi-Fi in the office is turned off. When I looked at my iPhone, I saw a 3G next to my Globe Signal icon. I turned off my 3G and still the internet continues. Then I saw a letter “E” next to the Globe signal icon.

I checked Inal’s iPhone if we have the same signal. I asked her why I can surf the NET. She told me to disable Cellular Data also but my internet was still working. Then she told me to add “123” at the end of the Cellular Data and MMS’ APN and just remove it when I want to use the internet via 3G or Globe connection. That worked! I got disconnected to the internet.

Lessons learned, when ever you have a new phone, always check the 3G and Cellular Data status. If it’s enabled, you need to turn it off and just open it when you want to use the internet via 3G or Cellular connection. You don’t want to get unwanted huge bills, right?!

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I like what I’m doing right now but I find great joy doing the other one. I was looking for a sign where God wants me to be and I found this…

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