The So-called LIFE

I had a bad day yesterday. Sobrang badtrip, nakapark na nga lang yung auto ko, binangga pa. Ang mas badtrip dun, kakapagawa ko lang on that day. As in literal na kagagawa lang! grrhhh…

After kong i-road test, I parked my car in front of my house. Pumasok ako sa loob at pinakain mga mekaniko ko. Wala pa atang mga 5 minutes, nakarinig kami ng malakas na tunog. Bigla akong napatakbo palabas and I saw an owner type jeep na bumangga sa auto ko. Pagmamalasin ka nga naman oh! Kainis talaga, 5 minutes ko lang na-enjoy yung kotse kong bagong gawa.

It’s my new haircut! Wala lang, I just felt I need to change my look for 2010. Nakakapagod din kase ang long hair. At mukha namang ok. I looked young, innocent and yummy. hehe.. Walang magrereact, blog ko ‘to!

I’m back online after weeks of absent. Oh yes, I’m back to business again. The first thing I want to do is write down all the things I want to do this year. I don’t want to say it’s my new year’s resolution because I always end up not doing it so this is a must do for me. Hmm… where do I start?!

‘think I’ll just write down my “Must do” for 2010:

1. Start working on Paula Taylor’s personal website
2. (Again) Design new concept for Guagua Dental Centre’s website (pasaway na client)
3. Work on my new Photoblog site
4. Create new theme for my “So-Called LIFE” site
5. Improve Netcrunchers site
6. (puro ata website, ibahin ko naman) Buy another Gym equipment (Bench Press and Barbells) so I can start working out again
7. Visit Boracay with Edi syempre
8. Look for new… (I want a happy & healthy environment)
9. Buy a Fast Lens (Gusto ko ng f1.4 50mm)
10. last, hmm.. magsave ng money (kailangan na eh)

I just had a scary experience. I was about to sleep kani-kanina lang. Paghiga ko sa kama, I was holding my cellphone para magbasa ng message. Nang biglang may dumagan sa’kin. I saw in my peripheral vision na tumalon sya ng dumagan sakin. Nakadapa akong nakahiga at hawak ang phone na bukas kaya I saw the shadows in front of me.

At ang masama, hindi ako makagalaw and I’m having a hard time breathing. I tried to move pero ayaw talaga. Iba ang feeling, sobrang lamig (hanggang ngayon, lamig pa rin sa likod ko). Hindi ko alam kung mabigat sya kaya hindi ako makahinga or nabigla ako.

Dahil hindi ako makahinga, the only thing na naisip ko eh magdasal. Pinilit ko magsign of the cross pero pinipigilan ako. Maya-maya bigla my binulong sa’kin na naramdaman ko ng palapit sa tenga ko. Halos sabay ung pagbulong nya at pagtapos ng sign of the cross ko and I said help, bigla ako nakagalaw papalabas ng room ko. Ang narinig ko lang bago ko nakatayo eh malakas na sigaw.

I don’t know bakit ngayon ko naexperience to. Parang he’s trying to tell me something pero bigla ako naka kawala. Pero kung ano man yun, wag nya ng sabihin. Sa iba na lng please.

Hindi ako naniniwala sa mga spiritu pero ngayon na na-experience ko, may multo nga! Meron talaga! Nakakakilabot! Hindi ako makatulog ngayon kaya ni-blog ko na lang. Antay ko na mag-umaga.