The So-called LIFE

I just had a scary experience. I was about to sleep kani-kanina lang. Paghiga ko sa kama, I was holding my cellphone para magbasa ng message. Nang biglang may dumagan sa’kin. I saw in my peripheral vision na tumalon sya ng dumagan sakin. Nakadapa akong nakahiga at hawak ang phone na bukas kaya I saw the shadows in front of me.

At ang masama, hindi ako makagalaw and I’m having a hard time breathing. I tried to move pero ayaw talaga. Iba ang feeling, sobrang lamig (hanggang ngayon, lamig pa rin sa likod ko). Hindi ko alam kung mabigat sya kaya hindi ako makahinga or nabigla ako.

Dahil hindi ako makahinga, the only thing na naisip ko eh magdasal. Pinilit ko magsign of the cross pero pinipigilan ako. Maya-maya bigla my binulong sa’kin na naramdaman ko ng palapit sa tenga ko. Halos sabay ung pagbulong nya at pagtapos ng sign of the cross ko and I said help, bigla ako nakagalaw papalabas ng room ko. Ang narinig ko lang bago ko nakatayo eh malakas na sigaw.

I don’t know bakit ngayon ko naexperience to. Parang he’s trying to tell me something pero bigla ako naka kawala. Pero kung ano man yun, wag nya ng sabihin. Sa iba na lng please.

Hindi ako naniniwala sa mga spiritu pero ngayon na na-experience ko, may multo nga! Meron talaga! Nakakakilabot! Hindi ako makatulog ngayon kaya ni-blog ko na lang. Antay ko na mag-umaga.

So this is why I feel so strange for the last two days now, my Grandfather passed away yesterday. At ngayon ko lang nalaman. He’s in the US by the way pero ang ipinagtataka ko, nagawa nya pang magparamdam sa’kin.

I opened my macbook 15 minutes ago para maginternet. Syempre bago ko open yun, inuna ko open yung modem and router. And I made sure na may ilaw na lahat ng nasa modem. But to my surprised, I’m receiving “page cannot be displayed”. I checked my network, ok naman. Sabi “currently connected to… blah blah…” Nag ping na din ako ng gateway ko, ok nman pero wala pa rin.

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Raven, my nephew

Seeing my nephew like this makes me want to be a child again. Just lying down, doing nothing. Oh I missed that!

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Saturday, I got home from work early morning when I visited Burk at the back yard. I got irritated when I saw the place, Shits were everywhere. No water for Burk to drink. And the thing that I hate most was when I saw him not looking good. I was told that he’s not been eating for the past days.

Last two months ago, I gave my cousin the responsibility to take care of Burk since they’re now living in the house. I asked him to give Burk food two times a day and always make sure he has a clean water to drink. I got really mad when I saw his situation. So I cleaned his place and prepared his food. I added some rice and sweet sauce for the first time so as to have his appetite back. When he started eating the food, I left and went to sleep.

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